Just whatchya getchya wantchya (-2t3y)

just whacha getcha wancha ~
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Joel Weishaus' suggesting an oracular voice...

From: sheila.murphy@GMAIL.COM
Subject: I Keep on Going Back to Make It Right
Date: January 29, 2007 10:48:48 AM PST
To: WRYTING-L@LISTSERV.WVU.EDU

Each time, scars open,
and the blood runs down.
I look at each, decide
to change what I can change.
A frigid stare convinces me
no hope is accurate, and yet
within, there writhes an unbalanced,
optimistic urge to fix
what I can never fix.

In the cycle that is real,
projected happiness has no place
within this fractious world.
A perfectly unlikely dream appears
like a mirage, and I am dying
of thirst and toxic water
at the same time.

sheila e. murphy